my 2007 thus far? i've spent the bulk of it on vicodin, and i'm ready to have a clear head again.
(i'm too much of a fan of my own mind to sacrifice it to constant fuzziness)
today, i'm just dealng with the pain of my lack of wisdom teeth with an ice pack and advil. but, i can actually remember things that happened two seconds ago and don't have the sudden and unignorable urge to wander off or laugh at people in public.
entertaining, though? i've learned that i would be a belligerent drunk.
apparently i attempted to wrestle my sister as soon as i got home from the oral surgeon.
(i'm the kind of personality who pushes things to the limit, who ignores cautions and believes that consequences have no effect on me)
(well, at least i'm that kind of person while on happy pills from the doctor)
i am excited about 2007. the prospects are inviting.
2006 wasn't terrible, but there were times when certain events felt overly gratuitous (in a certain, really? must this all fall on me at once? or wait, i thought these sort of things only happened in the movies! sort of way).
i'm glad that i made it, i'm glad that i've grown. i'm glad that it is over.
i think i've learned--or, am in the process of learning--the value of friendship and the different ways to be a friend.
2006 taught me to affirm, affirm, affirm. to be available. to push myself and fall back on friends.
also, i learned how to study. and that i am naturally good at some things--and not others.
we'll see what is in store for 07. here's to you.
